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When happiness is based on lies,

IT'S SO HARD, IT'S TOO HARD TO TELL THE TRUTH.

Created on 2003-11-27 13:02:45 (#1490740), last updated 2006-07-24

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Do you know what its like.. to be betrayed by everyone.. Instead of counting on one hand, the number of people against you.. your counting on one hand, the number of people who are still on your side.. you feel like even you're starting to turn your back on yourself.. Then to look to the only person who knows your innermost thoughts.. and suddenly you don't even recognize them.. Dont recognize yourself.. And all you can think is this time things can't be fixed.. When everything slips away till all that's left is a face in the mirror that you swear isn't you.. Do your hands shake when you're all alone? And secretly, deep down, you know the one thing that you want, that would make some of all of this okay. But no one thinks twice about giving you just that? Do you ever want to melt away and fade into the walls.. Make yourself numb.. and see if anyone would care at all..


do u ever feel like everyones against you, and noones on your side. everyone wants to hurt you ,everyone wants u to feel like they dont want u alive.. everyone is mad and you dont know why.. you thought u were guna have the night of your life, but instead stayed home to cry? telling yourself and everyone lies. but deep down inside you know u want to die.. wanting to end your life but to scared to do it.. u dont want to hurt the people you think cares about you but you arent sure if there love is true.. thinking youve lost everything and nothing is ever guna be the same..sitting at your computer crying and not knowing wut to say.. listening to emo music wishing you didnt have to stay.. wishing u can just leave and noone would care.. hoping sooner or latter everyone will come back and everyone would be there.. but thinking this isnt possible cause noone is there right now when you need them the most..

the night you dont no what to do.. everything comes up in your head... so many thoughts.. to many to understand.. trying to excape.. all u need is a plan.. needing sumones shoulder to cry on.. but youve lost everything..everyone.. theres noone to comfert you.. noone to make u feel better.. everyones gone.. all you have is yourself.. and even yourself is a stranger to you now... do u ever wonder if anyone would care if you were gone..ever think people would miss u when your not there.. right now.. i dont think anyone would care.. everyones gone.. i dont want to be here ne more.. but im to scared and too alone.. your best friends just betrayed you and noones here to talk to.. all u can do is sit here and cry.. cause noones here to listen.. sumtimes you wonder why.. but then you realize.. your a fuck up and theres nothing more to live for anymore.
so say your last goodbyes.



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